An explanation. I think?
If I were to sit down and describe the way music makes me feel... I do not think I could never fully explain it properly.
I could simply try and go on to say it is a release.
It's me to a complete and utter point.
It's my vulnerability,
my confusion and my reassurance of what I am supposed to be doing in this world.
It's my story in the purest form I know.
My creativity and my outlet that is driven from a place in me that sometimes I do not understand comes from.
My day to day practice of examining and experiencing life is not just in the context of my life, but others.
I want to feel the pain, sorrow, joy, radiance, confusion, satisfaction that comes with the beauty of every single human encountering a different story and I want to capture those moments and emotions and express them into poetry put to music.
If I were to sit down and tell you the way music makes me feel... I would probably just write a song about it because then both you and I might be able to understand.